During lifeskill lesson,
almost the whole class sabotage me and told mdm wong i like molesting people(not only girls but boys too), imma a lesbian and likes to sexual harassing ppl all those stuff.
And made me like a clown.
They think it is funny, but i'm not..
Because I dont really know how to express myself to care/cheer ppl up,
thats why i do all those stuff.
I know it sounded lame and idiotic, but that the only way, other than dance, for me to express myself.
But alot of people think of the other ways, they think i pervertic, accusing me for lesbian or sexual harassing.
Its really very insulting and hurtful.
Mdm wong got really shock and freak out.
Had a chat with her.
And was like nearly send for counselling.
I really felt very depressing and insulted and burst into tears.
Nobody really understands me..
Not even E..
When i told him what happened, he was like 'okay', 'just get over it'.
That all wad he told me.
Dance was fun.
I kept doing the wrong steps.
Okay, i will improve it.
Dance relieved my stress and agony.
But all the stress and agony came back after dance.
Found out that i lost my wallet, on the way home with Jiawen and Qiyan.
Rushed back to school, checked every places.
At the end, there was none.
With no hopes, checked with the general office.
And my wallet was there!!
OMG. I got really high.
The wallet was a pressie by Shirley and Xinyi, it had special significance to me.
I really cant afford to lost it again.
I really very thankful to the people who found my wallet and gave it to the office(:
Chatted with Darren tay on msn.
He seem to change alot.
Suddenly become so polite, cant got used to it.
He last time used to bully me and we will end up quarrelling; scolding each other on msn or talking to each other.
He was used to talked very rowdy and always act ah beng,
but now he was like polite and gentleman, dont know it fake anot.
But i dont like it luhh..
I rather him quarrelling/scolding me than talked so politely to me.
Tomorrow is Speechday!!
Must reach school at 6.30 am, had to wake up like 5 in the morning.
OMG. So early. I wanted to catch somemore sleep.
Hope everything goes fine tomorrow(: