I hate chinese new year.
Especially visiting relative's house.
And today ie actually had to go visiting my relative's house, but at the end ie dun feel like going.
And refused to go.
And get scolded by my parents
It not fair at all. Every year my brother can dun visit relative house but ie cant.
Haiish. No choice. Who called me dun have balls.
My parent was always biased.
Everytime my brother go out, he wore branded from head to toe.
What about me? Dunhave branded from head to toe.
All my stuff is cheap stuff.
I kept refusing to visit my relative's house.
And my mother got fed up and said might as well the whole family dont go.
My brother got angry and said, okok. ie sarcrifices myself and visit relative instead of me.
Who needs his help
ASSHOLE. Action nia. KNN.
At the end, 3 of my family went.
And ie was left alone at home.
GOOD. I rather stay at home, ie also wont wants to go with my family.
Anyway, all my relative will be happy to see my brother.
The only heir of the whole Tan family.
Visiting my relative house was like visiting a strange house.
All my relative doesnt know my name at all.
All they know was just my surname.
Even ie didnt visit them, they also wont realise that there is only 3 members in my family who was presence.
How i wish i can leaves this house as soon as possible.
Hope ie can be financially independant and leaves this house.
This house mean nothing to me.
Its just a place for me to rest and sleep.
No one could knows of what i feels.