Maybe ie kept eating chicken that why my cough cant recover..
Today was sec 1 cca orientation, had to perform beautiful liar dance.
When we were in our starting position, and everything was ready and suddenly mr cheah said the music had some problems and cant be play!!
OMG!!
I felt so paiseh!! Because we stand in the middle of the parade square doing nothing just to wait for the song to be play.
And ie heard some laughter among the audience.
That time ie so.. Scared? Nervous? Words cant be explain.
Finally the song was played.
Maybe we werent that united or didnt put enought energy on it, ie heard some jeering.
And the jeering was louded than the cheering.
At that time, ie was really going to break down.
I was so desperate by the jeering and ie still had to put on the smile on my face.
It was so tough uhh. To put on 'smile' when you dont even feel like smiling.
I was totally shaken by the jeering. Negative thinking kept flashing in my mind.
I think other beautiful liar dancers also felt desperate after hearing the jeering.
Maisie kept saying 'die liao, die liao'
If there is somebody cheering for us at the time, at least ie cant felt some support and maybe ie could feel better.
I really dont know that the jeering could causes me such a great destruction.
I almost could cried on the spot.
I finally realized that last time in dance showcase, Jessie's group could cried on the spot.
Because there is alot of jeering when their song had jams in between.
Upon hearing the jeering, my feeling was like 'you were force to break up with someone you truely love'.
So please people, next time when you are watching some performers performing in the stage or anywhere, please dont jeer them. It was really very hurtful. You will understand what I mean, if you had experience it before .