ie getting pathetic and sucky as everyday went on. how ie wish sumbody can understand me.. life is getting meaningless to me. no friends have the same interest as me nor having the same thinking. ie tink ie can be the second qin shihuang. ie am a legalist. no one understand wad ie am thinking. wadever ie do, nobody agree with me. nobody knows wad am ie trying to say except for my daddy. ie elated tat ie got a wonderful father; he got the same tinking as me.
after ie went into secondary sch. friends become meaningless to me. when ie in primary sch, ie hab lots of friends having the same tinking and interest as me. busy sms-ing with friends every nights. but now, "friends" seem a difficult words for me to understand. after the break with zb, life is empty to me. at least when ie with zb ie felt secure and ie had sumone hu can listen to my problems. now when ie felt stress and no one even wish to listen. ie hope tat ie wanted to graduate from opss as soon as possible. life in opss is miserable to me. ie wanted to shut myself up. everybody is accusing me wadever tinks ie do. hope my father would let me drop out from sch.
heyu said ie unreasonable, no wonder zb wanted to break with me. this words are like knife stabbing into my heart. ie cried when ie saw this few words. and ie dun tink ie unreasonable for tat rachel present tinks. ie felt heyu was a bit rude. cause rachel is dere.
and bout vincent's tinks. ie tink he done it too guo fen. scold ppl oso dun nid to scold until like tat. ie not saying tat he cnt scold ppl. but mr lim is still at least a teacher, we still need to respect him. he leaving soon, why cant we jus let him leave happily. and dun need to make everybody buay song with each others.